28.6.20 - 21:52

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hello. reaaaally long time no see.

life has been busy.
the last time i posted was 2 years ago? whoa, that's crazy. it was from the beginning of the first semester of senior year. i think twelfth grade was a trainwreck. not in a bad way, it just hit me so quickly and i was forced to keep up with everything.

i'm in college now, believe it or not. time flew. i managed to get into my dream major. and now, i should be studying for an important test tomorrow. but as you can see, nostalgia hit me hard and i just need to open this blog and make a post. lmao.

looking back on the posts, posted or drafted here, i was an insecure, angry-at-the-world, lonely little kid. i still am, but i like to think it's all better now. not really. i'm sorry i don't know how to say this.

i guess life update(s)? from the last post, you know... yeah, my crushes didn't end well. one enrolled into a college far from me, in Bandung. and the other actually enrolled into the same university as me, in Yogyakarta. however, as you all may know (wait no), my social skills are below even zero (it's negative, minus). we ended up not talking at all except during like, alumni things. with that said, he doesn't even really contribute or involve himself in the alumni events. idk, it's just hilarous to me because what was i expecting from my love life?

so like, i found out that my friend since tenth grade was a sneaky two-faced bitch, horny (which i'm not blaming her). she has a secret alter twitter account and sometimes she insulted my group of friends for petty things. lol, what a friend. i can't confront her about it though so i just stayed quiet. we don't really hang together anymore anyways, i am tired of trying to be the glue that holds us together.

bye.